reality exit........

2006-01-13T11:44:00.000-08:00

2006-01-13T11:21:00.001-08:00

写不出。。

2005-12-02T07:54:00.000-08:00

写不了歌了吗？

最近一直拼命的参加歌唱比赛。。想说。。多一年半的时间就要当兵了。。不想遗憾。。不想后悔。。死就死吧！！哈哈哈顾不了那么多了啦~ 如果因为面子。。因为怕这个怕那个而不对自己的梦负责任的话。。那。。我因该不会对得起我自己吧。。

好 - 想 - 飞。。。。。。。

一直很努力着往梦想飞。。虽然知道自己的实力才如此。。但是。。我真的。。真的。。很喜欢唱歌。。如果因为害怕而不能唱出我所努力过的成绩那。。我其实什么都没得过。。。赢因该。。不可能吧哈哈哈。。只想好好的把自己所努力过的成果唱出来给大家听。。

since...

2005-11-20T08:18:00.000-08:00

hmm... this shall be my first blog post.. since........ close to one mth ago -.-

gonna shift hse to katib soon!! this TUESDAY!!!! bz bzz bzzzzzz..... lotz of stuff still not packed and all. haix............ hmmm... was nvr good at saving... but... i really wanna try saving this time.. and since its christmas + new year... i think it will be a good help to get extra $$ =)

wanna buy my studio monitors.. mic.... then i would haf a decent workstudio in my room =) which would cost me about 500 bucks.... haikz...
then next.... maybe.... i was thinking of getting a computer system in my room... felt tat my laptop is giving me limitations.... storage spaces... speed.... and all... but this will cost me like....2k?!?!!? .... man....

anywayz.... settle my hse first.. then i shall see.....

Lost...

2005-10-16T23:11:00.000-07:00

Lost... again...

....next time.... i wont anymore...

*tired*

... ...

2005-10-14T03:21:00.000-07:00

was at kinokuniya recently.. came upon this book... came about this few phrases:

from a friend:
"if u ever need anything... i'll be there"
from a lover:
"u will never need anything... i'll be there"

Love.. once a while in an ordinary life.. brings a fairytale outta it...

Love.. with it.. everything else wont matter... but without it.... everthing else wont matter anymore..

its been long...

2005-10-10T00:46:00.000-07:00

haha... its been so long.. i think the last time i blogged was like aeons ago.... but anyway.... dun think anyone has been following up too haha too inactive...

well... first on... ive PASSED my final test for this semester! haha which makes me one step closer to working life!!! (guess im the only one whos been wanting to go out to the working world asap..) next test coming up would be my music test at LWSSOM.. which is like in 1mth+ time... scary eh... hmm still locating for a keyboard tcher.. but no avail... bad luck -.- tried msging my friend's friend again today to get the contact of the tcher she recommended... if still no replies.. then.... guess i haf to figuare tat part out myself then....

story written by my friend some time ago Love Transition (click here)
if u noticed... theres this composer thing.. for this theme song on his story... the composer's name is Douglas... and well.. thats me! =) ahhahahaha anywayz... hope if anyone sees this... enjoys the story

thoughts... in the cab.. at nite...

2005-10-06T11:18:00.000-07:00

人是万物之首

因为我们比动物多了一个可以思考的脑袋

但是

我们却输给了小小的鸟儿

因为我们无法像它们一样

无忧无虑自由的飞翔

是因为这个现实残酷的世界造成我们不敢飞向梦想吗？

还是因为自己的心房无法突破而害怕从天空中摔下的痛。。。。。

long time no see...

2005-09-12T01:50:00.000-07:00

haha.. its been a long time since i blogged... anyway.. dun think anyone is following up too hahaa

well.. i had my first vocal class today at Lee Wei Song School Of Music in short LWSSOM^^ met alot of interesting ppl... as well as shy ppl haha and ya... i was appointed as monitor of the class -.-~~ i guess fate is playing pranks eh... seems like a Dejavu a couple of months ago when i first had my composing lesson at LWSSOM.. i was too appointed as monitor at that time ha...

after having passed my driving test.. its time to move on to another phrase of my life.. time to grow up.... time to stay focus on my tracks... on my path... time to be responsible for the things i love..

Have been gaming alot lately.. hmmm addiction? i guess.. hahaha trying to keep outta gaming and focus more on my music (i hope =X)

i was unstable and emotional.... this time rnd.. its time that i grew up... mature and learn more about responsibility with the things given to me

STAY TUNE!! TO SEE ME GROW UP!!!! =)

dance

2005-08-17T01:24:00.000-07:00

hahaha today.. joined dance for the first time lolx...................... omg..... i sux hahahhahhahaa looked like an idiot!! hahaha but! i will get better =)

cant shake of the bouncy feeling when i danced today... its latin dance btw... tts y cannot bend knees and stuff... but its kinda hard for me... cause last time learnt hip hop for a short while and the excercises we did were like bouncing and stuff..... so... its kinda different rite now... hope to have leaps of improvements soon!!!!!!! stepped on mich's foot today while dancing.. felt bad about it but.... she poked my eye back later while practising so... i guess... its even now HAAHAHAa

step 1 done... now for my driving test... and then my music school enrolment!

昏沉

2005-08-11T22:40:00.000-07:00

昏昏沉沉的。。病了吗？可能。。

昏昏沉沉时看了东风台的一个节目桃色蛋白质。。节目里谈论着在每一个爱情的结束一定要有一个美好的句号。。才能够完结这一段恋情

那。。这个句号是否意味着永永远远的终止？完完全全的死掉了。。不可能是为另一段chapter所先设下的“休息句号”吗？

不懂。。

反正爱情是一个感觉吧。。而这份感觉就跟灵感一样。。有就有，没就没。。。不能抓住这份感觉的你。。也就错失了这份爱情吧。。

decision made!

2005-08-08T01:54:00.000-07:00

decided to quit my job at TCC-Milenia walks!.... after a long 4mths of work ive decided to convert the time to let myself learn more stuff.... pursue my interest be4 i cant pick them up anymore in the future. My last working day shall be this coming sat.... ....

....all ppl must move on.... ...eh?.....

have been wondering... can i ever stop playing games? impossible eh? then.... can i ever let myself not be so IT dependent? if one day my computer ever breaks down... i think i will be at a lost of wad to do... its my best 'friend'... haha sounds wierd eh... but seriously... its the one tat accompanies me when im alone... loser? maybe....

passion can drive someone to his/her extreme... this is a phrase told to me by my friend.. ive witness her passion towards her interest... her hardwork... her sweat.. her tears.... which made me realise... how it means to be passionate about 'something'

its my turn to do something about this little 'passion' of mine eh?

dreamz

2005-07-31T14:24:00.000-07:00

最近有点空虚。。可能是跟梦想有关吧。。。。

几个月前的我是一个什么都不管。。只想追求梦想的人。。直到开始工作了。。才发现可能。。工作真的是比较实际。。工作会让一个人变得"Practical" 吧。。。我觉得。。。

不管了！！管它成不成功！不管有没有人否定我！！我又要开始追求我不切实际的梦想！！因为这样。。才有活着的感觉吧。。。。。。

awww..

2005-07-28T12:09:00.000-07:00

aww man.... late for sch again today.... this is bad... something is wrong with me these days... i have been going to school late for the past few days already... not tat i want to..but... somehow i just cant get up.... cant hear my alarm T_T

well.... ive decided not to emo anymore~! so much to do! so much to look forward to! driving test on August30th... gonna learn music from scratch at a music school (havnt decided which) !! may be joining a CCA in sch!!! learning how to do bar at work!!!! moving house soon!!!!! mum gonna get married!!!!!! hahaha and all these series of events are gonna happen in this year 2005... sure hope everything goes smoothly though...

Driving test - dun think i will pass ba... had very little lessons.. and ppl whom i know arnd me failed the first time too....

Music - so far.... ive thought of going to ObMusicForest to learn music..... havnt really made up my mind yet.. wanna go to a school and finish the course so that i wont regret next time...

CCA - dance? i may be joining dance in school ba... tot of reducing my work days too.. and if i reduce my work days i might be able to join song composing on weds?...

Work - haha just started trying out some bar stuff the other day fun! lolz! made a couple of drinks.. then wati(manager) made me drink all of them -.- cause she say must know the taste... its like 5-6 drinks lor!!

House - moving to Katib soon le.... end of the year ba i suppose paper documents right now is being processed... its very very very near Katib mrt walkable in like 3mins??...

Mum - AT LAST!!! she "jia chu qu le" lolzzzz finally................... no need to worry so much next time liao... haha witness my dad marry at 16 now gonna witness my mum marry at 19 kinda cool eh... and the best part is... my mum have to wear wedding gown again!!! hahahahhahaha she shy! lolzzz say she paiseh to wear hAhaHA

well... hmm... hope everything goes smoothly this year ba... no more emo... (i hope) =)

story ended...

2005-07-26T01:52:00.000-07:00

haha.. if u guys are wondering wad happened to my story blog thing.. well..... i kinda not gonna continue le... cause........ i was thinking today... that.... wads the point.. anywayz... ya... probably just another spur of the moment thing for me ba..

today at work... felt kinda lethargic.. many thoughts came to me.... for tat moment... i felt kinda 'empty' like.... y am i working for... wad am i living for....

last time.. when i was in a music school.... everyday i looked forward to it... going there on sundays... although i know tat music for me will ultmately be just an interest, an hobby... but still it was fun there.... very very fun..... rite now.... it seems tat i haf nutting..... no aim... no dreams..... all just cheap talks.... i dunno.... mixed up emotions i guess.....

havnt been touching my piano lately.. for 2mths i think... then came a qns to me.. "whom do i play the piano for?" ...... for myself?.... maybe.... i wonder....

there was once me and some friends were talking about r/s stuff on the irc.... then came this qns... "y do u wanna be in a r/s?? rite now u haf friends and all... happy can do this.. happy can do tat.... in a r/s... bad situations happen... and its not like always a happy happy thing.... enjoy wad u have rite now...." but to me its like... r/s have their happy and sad moments.. but... its a pharse in a r/s where u 2 have to go thru together eh? i dunno... probably i was nvr in one... tts y.... ha.... sad...

recently alot of emo sessions with my friends... even after the common test week we actually went to istana fountain.. the one opposite the istana.. bought some alcohol sat down to drink and have a chit chat session... ha.... haix.... kinda sad..... each of us were like haix.... emoo... emoooo.....

stories

2005-07-25T01:48:00.000-07:00

ha... was feeling kinda bored.. and decided to try doing sumthing i nvr did.... i tried writing stories haha its in chinese at my new blog! http://doug-stories.blogspot.com/ lolz.... well.... dun think its up to standard...... but.. just wrote it anywayz hope u guys like it =)

2005-07-24T04:09:00.000-07:00

exams have ending!!! a new beginning!!! a big huge enormous rock has been settled!! next shall be my driving test on the 30th of August.... then comes the locating of a music school to pursue my dreams =)

haha had a new haircut today its dam short.. but... ya... i think i shall stick with short styles ba... neater and easier to mantain.... haix... shall blog again ba... dam tired now... cya

4th day..

2005-07-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

its currently 6.17am in the morning of my forth day of the common test wk... gonna start stdying soon for my NF paper later at 4pm.... been having while slping times lately.. considering that i slp in the late evening.. wake up at like 5am++ to study.. its gonna be one hell of a jet lag man... but.. who cares! just 1 more paper left tml!! and then its gonna be all hell breaks loose!!! wahahahhaha!

finally finally... of so many things i wanted to do and accomplish... one is finally done! the waves of tests is over soon! after this would be my driving test on the 30th August! which is like sooo sooo pretty soon.. have to start saving $$ soon too.. after my driving test (which i so hope to pass in first attempt) its time to find a music school to enroll into... im 19 this yr.. so... for this last 2 yrs of my life till i enter army (national liability) i shall go into a proper music school and finish the course ba.. then... i wont regret ba.... most prob after driving test or this common test wk i will be joining sch's dance too haha "mei ban fa" too many interest.. so... learn them all ba =)

next week start work le!!!! FINALLY!!! if not i eat grass and drink air liao T_T and this sunday take pay le!!!!! hohohohohohohohooho!!! but..... its all gonna go into my driving.. haix.. -.- cannot spend.. hmm.. my mum is gonna treat me to a hair cut + dye haha guess im gonna cut it short ba.. mafan maintence in keeping long hair for someone like me...

so anywayz.. i go study liao... gonna face the crappy NF lecture slides -.- most of u guys are probably slping le ba.. envy.....

week long battle..

2005-07-19T22:11:00.000-07:00

yo!! finally got thru the 2nd day of this week's long battle of exams....... so far not bad =) first paper yesterday was OOP, object orientated programming... used laptop to do the test cause its a practical test then can sit side by side with my friends to do the test hahahhahaha!!! THX RON!!!! helped me a hell lot!! lolzzz i nearly forgot to do one whole method then he told me and showed me his program lolzz haha

2nd paper today is DB database lolzz er.. ok la... predict at least a B or a high B =) heeeheeee well... although im a slacker in my studies but! i got do my work in class one ok~! so... ya.. shld be not bad ba...

well then.... 3 more papers to GO!! ECID.... dun really know how to study for it.. cause no textbook and stuff.. so haix... shall see how ba... play by ear =)

sick...

2005-07-19T03:06:00.000-07:00

haix... feeling kinda ill.... think im down with a cold.... and its the 2nd day of my common test week.... great~~ but... there is still so many things i have to do... so many so many.... need to press on for my test... 4 more days!! and after tat... still need to strive for my driving test on the 30th of August.....

week of exam~~

2005-07-17T17:21:00.000-07:00

well... it has began again.... the period whereby all Ngee Ann Poly students fear and detest..... COMMON TEST WEEK!!!! aRGhhH!!!

well... not so scary for me la... considering the fact that the test is tml... and i havnt started studying yet .... -.- not tat im not scared.. or confident.. but.. i just dunno how to start... really.... haix... how how how.....

well... i will be pretty drained out this wk... sigh*... shall go rest abit first ba.. then start studying soon... i hope.... bless me T_T .......

好久。。

2005-07-15T01:57:00.000-07:00

哈哈。。已经好久没有以华语打字说说话了。。。

现在的我在干吗呢？ hee.. 我在我的床上打电脑。。。一边看着电视 =）觉得好空虚啊。。好像不知道要做什么。。。到底要的是什么。。不要搞错！！！这并不是泄气话哦！！我已经知道自己要什么了。。。只是。。。突然。。有点。。。有点。。。空虚。。。。

以前。。人生好简单。。。长不大的人生。。。去学校找朋友玩。。上课时睡觉。。。放课后打篮球。。心血来潮时就和朋友旷课去吃吃早餐才来学校。。。哈哈。。。真怀念。。。。

终于想通要不要继续玩音乐了。。哈哈。。这也要拜我朋友所赐吧。。就是因为这几天一直和朋友去K歌才真正让自己知道。。。唱歌。。。很爽!!　很喜欢！！　不再自卑自己的声音难听．．．　就因为喜欢就唱．．　这样就好．．．

今天去看了铁打．．　一年多前的脚伤到现在还没好．．．原本不想去管它的．．但是．．因为决定了要去学跳舞吧．．．　所以呢．．　就去看看铁打．．　希望能够复原吧．．．　

很很很很很很很白吃吧！！！已经没什么空了．．　还把自己弄得喘不过气．．．但是．．．没办法啊！！　我就是喜欢舞蹈和音乐．．．而且．．　如果要我单单的喜欢而欣赏．．．　对不起．．我做不到．．　因为我也想尝试．．．　想要试试看．．．　我就是这种人吧．．．

那．．　努力！　努力！！　赚多一点钱！！！学多一点!!!!　体验多一些些．．．　那样．．　人生才有梦．．才有目标吧．．

一个人的努力．．．时候会孤单吧．．．　我已经孤单独立的玩音乐好久了．．．　有点累了吗？　maybe....

RejuVeNation!

2005-07-12T14:42:00.000-07:00

ohayo~~ slept for 12hrs++++ !!! SHUANG AR!!!

lolzzz but.... because i slept so long... i missed my extra lesson in school today T_T oops... but.. the sleep was good for me... really really needed it...

haiz... must study soon.... common tests are being held next week.................. dun even know where shld i start...

moody

2005-07-10T01:05:00.000-07:00

have been feeling rather moody recently...
y?
i wonder.........

im not sure if its cause of work..... tats y im feeling this way... but... recently.... have been feeling kinda moody.... feel like taking a car for a spin... but!.... i dun own any T_T....

but theres this one thing im feeling... i guess... the old me is coming back... the secondary sch me =) lol

when i was in sec. school... i had a temper.... emotions can be seen on my face very easily... when im happy, angry or sad...... when im happy i joke and laugh like mad with my friends.. when im angry i black faced and made it known that im pissed.... when im sad... i just isolate myself and sleep on my desk during class....

although its not good to be that emotional... but at that time.... its the period where i had confidence and pride in my strength... i was in chinese orchestra... kinda one of the main lead... had 2 solos at Victoria Concert Hall.. went into a orchestra of high standards other then school's orchestra.... went to genting highlands for competition and all..... all this gave me confidence in myself.. as well as ego.....

all this may not be good.... but at least... at that time... i felt that i could do many things... i had the strength to do so......

after coming out of sec school.... i suddenly felt weak.... there wa nothing i could accomplish with my strength... (lots of other reasons... but.. i wont talk about that now...)

therefore... recently.. i felt it coming back..... i wonder..... am i being back myself?

maybe.........................

well... as for y i have been moody...... i shall save that for another time ba....

woA!

2005-07-07T00:42:00.000-07:00

haha today's work is sooooooooooooooooo SHUANG !!! hahahhahaha ate alot of stuff todays lolz... lemme think... drank Gingseng soup!! cause got left 1 portion but i think couldnt sell out so we took it for outselves! itsss dammmm niceeeeee =X after that went into the kitchen... and ate the donut thing which Alex bought! YUM!!! hahahahha thats not all!!! then ah goh made a pancake for us to try try which the leftover mix... wahahaha!! tats still not all!!! then theres this customer who didnt finish her crispy dory and left about 4strips~ heeheee brought it into the kitchen then ah goh came over and said: "eh??? y nvr finish??? come come we split =P" hahha then me, ah goh and eames finished it all up lolzzz... and then!!!!!!!!! wati treated us to piZzAs!!!!!! waHAHahaA omg... omg.... wad a great day eh!!

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可能是开始工作的关系吧。。。令我对于梦想开始迟疑。。开始觉得人生因该脚踏实地。。。

kinda thankful for my mum... was telling her about my plans... of wad i wan to do... wad i wish to try...

all she said was 2 words....... "GO LA!" as long as u r happy with doing wad u like just go ahead! no matter wad i will support u!

haha.. to many.. it may sound simple and not much of a big deal... but to me... it meant alot to me... right now... i need support... i really need support from someone... anyone.... many things i wanna do after passing my driving test... which is in August 30th.... till then.. i still have some time to still about it ba.. but.. up till now... im still unsure.. very unsure.......

drained..

2005-07-03T19:11:00.000-07:00

hey... its the start of the month eh? .. ha... many tasks on hand to do.... totally shagged.. totally drained..... gotta rush on my driving lessons to be prepared for the final practical test on August 30th.... mose probably shld be doing it 3times a week??? cause infact.. i only just started learning how to drive.... and the test date is like soo sooooo near... dun wish to fail.. wanna pass in one shot! =)

also... school test are coming up... along with all the assignments.... *god save me* still got a EBF assignment to hand in later.... at 12midnite today.... an a ECID web-interface design to show the teacher what have we come up with these 2weeks..... omg...

felt wierd today at work... everything was alright untill towards the end of work..... felt bad.... felt ill.... wierd.... recently got all this *symtoms* of being ill... all the feel like vomitting stuff... ha... probably just slp it through and i will be fine eh??? ... but!.... assignment to be done... 2 summore.... great.. things cant get any better then this.... well then.. im off to work...

happy while at last...

2005-06-30T00:13:00.000-07:00

hahaha...worked today (again...) then Reh went for a break and wati asked me to stand in for her at the BAR!!!!! and so i did! and made ZERO DRINKS!!!! and washed 3latte cups... 2water glasses... 1coffee cup/plate ..... ya... great T_T...........

可能是做工的关系吧。。让我学起了实际。。追求的梦想是否实际。。是否该不该。。告诉过自己因为是兴趣。。因为喜欢。。就因该追求。。。。这样。。。正确吗？难道。。这样花钱去追求就因为自己喜欢的东西。。是正确的做法吗？不知道！！！。。。好乱。。最近。。还蛮烦的。。不管了吧。。。现在的我就先考我的驾照吧再说。。。。。。。。。。。

was cleaning the chairs during work today.. ha... a sudden feeling which i tot was gone... came back again... ha.......................................................... anywayz.. its work work and work for me...

sick..

2005-06-29T00:18:00.000-07:00

feeling alittle down.... just got home from work.... at first everything was alright.... but just as i stepped of out the bus and started walking towards my hse.... i suddenly felt very vomitty.... felt ill.... and i still have driving lessons in the morning... lecture afterwards.. and work till 11pm...

suddenly.. a nostalgic feeling hitted me....... ha... ya... well.. had lotz that i wanted to say while at work... but suddenly mind blank... argh.......... maybe nxt time..

同样的错误我一定不会犯两次。。。一直以来我靠的只有自己的实力。。。。得不到。。代表着我的能力只有那么一点的程度吗？

change of plans...

2005-06-26T01:04:00.000-07:00

hmmm gonna have my driving practical test (TP) on the 30th of August.. haha meaning i have to change my plans again.. gonna pause my music stuff for roughly 2 mths?? and concentrade on my driving... hope to pass it in 1 try....

then after that i shall continue my music lessons... and most probably i will go to a proper music school ba... to learn music... hope to have exposure... but of course i sux now la... but i will improve!!!! =) lolz

ha... had many things i wanted to rant on.. but... suddenly... im in a complete blank... think i shall save these for another time then =)

craig concert

2005-06-24T01:39:00.000-07:00

went to craig's concert today.... haha long time no see xinyi liao.... took some pix:

and...

hai..

2005-06-22T00:34:00.000-07:00

these few days.... alot alot alot has happened-.-.... recently went to my friends house... ate dinner there haha.. felt wierd.. not as in the place.. but... felt wierd because it seemed like years back since i ate home cooked food... ha... seroiusly... its been long...

this week.... i wonder wad has happened to me seroiusly.. everything i did went haywire.. even mahjong... its been very long since i "xiao xiang gong" which means tat i lacked one card.. and cannot even 'game' if i could... and then today while having driving lessons... i crashed into the curb... with a 2day old car that my instructor just bought... during work.... i nearly broke 2 glasses as well.. ha... i wonder wad is happening to me... seroiusly...................

hai.. tired out...

thinking of a new plan for my life haha... but its gonna keep my life dam packed... may even make my life... lifeless.. lol.... see how ba... need to consider summore...

shagged out....

2005-06-19T21:23:00.000-07:00

these few days have been taking cabs here and there... kept on waking up late... i think this mth eat grass liao... most of my pay going there...

well... just afew days ago...i went to mediacorp to support my friend on "jue dui superstar!" haaha shes good!! anyone who has eyes will know that! so.... support her!!!!!!!! she is F2 Kelly!! 潘嘉丽!! u will be able to catch her on 23th THURS on TV!! SMS to 78277 and type f2 ... for phone calls: 1900-1121002 !! haha

havnt been updating the blog.. as u can see.. theres no links yet and all... its cause i havnt found the blogskin which i wan... this is too kiddish.... hope to find the perfect one soon =X

first official post..

2005-06-14T00:51:00.000-07:00

hmm this shall be my first official post ba... and i bet its gonna be the longest one too haha too long nvr blog le...... shall keep ranting on wad ive done these mths ba... =)

many changes have happened to my life seroiusly... many many..... ive just began work at TCC ( The Coffee Connoiseur ) at Millenia walks... meaning that now im a semi-working class? hahaha and... taking 2 music lessons.. keyboard and vocal.... haha.. vocal... abit crazy and stupid eh?... but... i just wanna try till my sch term life ends ba.... at least i tried rite?.. and ive been taking up driving lessons too! 5-6 prac liao.... but paused recently cause instructor is changing car haha

this means that......

5days a week for school....
4days a week for work......
2days a week for music..... (vocals and keyboard)
1day a week for driving.....

how many day(s) a week i have for myself???... i wonder.... but im constantly trying to keep my fridays free though^^ so that i can at least meet up friends or something.. if not too no life le hhaaa

first of all.. work.... hmm fun! hahaha quite happy that im posted to millenia walks cause the people there are nice and friendly lol seroiusly =) remember that the first person i met is Xin Li lolxxx she very very very enthusicastically introduced to me a couple of stuff in TCC ahaha and then its boon tuan who taught me how to go to the.............. TOILET ... hmm kinda important eh? in case of an upset stomach... thats not all he taught me though... he taught me how to wear the uniform properly as well ha.. met alot of other ppl too like hmm...... joseph? who taught me the menu.. how to serve.. basically the basics of the operations at TCC ba... haha aiyo met too many other ppl liao.... brenda...weiting....chris, wati, jayi (managers).... reh, aidieh (from NP too) erm... erm.... rafidah.... iefa.... yvette ... yuhui.... ( at this point of time i quite scared i missed out anyone) erm.... shld be all?.... still got summore la.. if u wanna mension about the cooking crew as well... lolzzz

work so far not bad... quite fun haha... so far i broke 2 glasses? and spilled one drink AHAHAHAH heng nvr kana customer T_T if not i die liao lolzzz

music wise... haha well... not much time to prac piano recently... time is can make out.. but... too tired to prac.... no mood when im tired... then learning vocals... wonder if i will just waste my time and $$... recently went kbox with my colleagues! haha FUN!!! dam long nvr so sing karaoke liao.... and..... the best part is... the next day my friends asked me to go karaoke again -.-.... so long no go karaoke... go means... 2days straight~~~~~~ hahaha wallet can take it... throat oso cannot liao lolzzzz.. im cooling down on the composing side abit ba... wanna polish up my skills on the playing part.. then 3-6mths time.. if can.. try for being a keyboardist at some "ming ge can ting?" well... quite hard ba... cause i oso veryh little time to practise......

driving.. well ya... its paused cause instructor changing car... so... wait ba... continuing on 22June lolz hope to get a test date asap then got more motivation to drive hahaha

sch..... well... nutting much to say about it... just going to sch... and spend time there lolzzzz =X

stilll got alot too say.. but this is too much liao ba.. i think oso no one will bother reading... its too long liao ahhaa save some for next time^^

reality exit remade!!

2005-06-13T01:56:00.000-07:00

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
reality exit revived!!
y i stopped blogging??? haha qns later.. gotta build my blog first~!

anywayz..... IM BACK!!!

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